Wednesday, October 30, 2013

meh

Its been little over a month since I came back to London. A lot to take in in all honesty. Knowing its the last year and doing all the things you wont get a chance to relive them again in the short run at least but nothing can beat living here for 3 years at your prime. I've done so many things I've not done in year 1,2 perhaps taking YOLO abit too far, on the finances at least but I know i will not want to have any regrets. Restaurant Week, Musicals, Plays, Expensive Econ Dinners, the list goes on.



As with every point in my life, there is that song i will continuously loop because it resonates so strongly within me. Okay perhaps not entirely but taking the lyrics very literally as with everything in life for me(direct and to the point), it is just about living with uncertainties and how do you then survive with them(at least i think so). There are those days you wake up knowing what you want to do and there are those days you wake up not sure whats going to happen to you, to everyone around. Heard about a friends friend who passed on from cancer a few weeks back and today I heard about a friend's brother who passed on, reason still unknown. I cannot phantom the possibility of anyone directly related and close to me passing on partly because i know myself to be fairly emotionless at times and i know I will be at a loss as to how to react to it. I dont cry at seeing a sad clip or hear about a story, in fact self centered as it sounds I only cry when shit happens to me. I recall the passing of Ara's dad. I knew i had to be there for him, but somehow i didnt know the words to say. It's amazing how strong these people go about living their lives..

Twistin' at 9:57 AM