Saturday, October 27, 2007


2 similar spots
2 similar stories
2 different emotions
2 different endings

no more for me too

Twistin' at 5:44 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007


it jz seems to suck so much. i dunno wtf i want, wtf i am thinking and wtf i am doing sometimes.zzzz and that really sucks. like how gb was for me,wg and jav jz now.

Twistin' at 9:09 AM
Monday, October 22, 2007


its a pw frenzy. today was the 2163627724 time i met up with my pw grp and i think i spend more time with them then i do at home now of days =.= and alas, today we finally budgeted and had lunch at hawker centre.lol. op is kinda sucky for us considering we prepared almost nothing today and as it stands, all our talking nvr made it to the 5 min mark... and theres still that additional 5 mins grp time for op. mayb we shld jz sing tenacious d =.= if u dunno wat u mean. jz go search tenacious d-the pick of destiny on youtube and hear the great songs. i reccommend classico and the ending song.lol

bleagh..gtg prepare wat to say for tmr, todays impromptu was kinda failure......

Twistin' at 4:29 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007


no i am not dead, jz been mia frm this blog for a while.

my past 2 weeks has been spent almost entirely outside my home. been spending lotsa time with the best pw grp in the world, as we rush our wr, watch tenacious d, wait for taima's next bimbotic moment, those moments i am sure we all cherished. really glad to have these ppl in my grp as they can really cheer me up and its fun being with them. also went out with council frens a couple of times on the back of a moderately sucessful feco dinner. that was quite last minute bt i was glad abt the turnout. also went to meet up with javier aft like 10 yrs toplay pool. in the process spending money like free of course

life however was not really smoothsailing for me. suffereing frm so many many probs now including family, disappointment in myself etc. prolly an epic example of a rough patch.

however i am really fortunate for the frens i have made in VJ and of course my close sji buddies. spending time with them really keeps all my probs and emoness away and i enjoy every moment spent with u guys. camille,jeanne,ben neo,hari,darren,dhilshad,ara,joel,edmund, xD, really enjoy spending time with u guys and for being such great bros/sisters and of course to the rest of feco and the rest of council for making my council journey an enjoyable one thus far. thank you marcus,joe,kian mao,serene,hq,hl mama,lin papa,xh,jerms,sh,marianne,jom,ben ben,hangs for making 07s42 the 07s42 i enjoy being in. thank you taima,ah gong,ah kow, ah soh for making this pw grp i have so so fun. wihtout u the ah pek in the grp wun enjoy his time with u guys so much. though we made some mistakes in our wr i am sure our op can compensate for it xD and also thank you javier, wg, lucas, gabriel, hengyang, deyong, zl, harold,shaun,jason,faeliq, for still being able to hear my probs/have fun with though we are all in diff schools with exception of lucas,shaun, jason lol. u guys are truely my best frens in sji and i am really glad that we can still stay in contact. i almost forgot my beloved og mates too.haha. chun han,zhi han, sheena, thomas, jiaming, shannon, i really thank u for the great orietation days which i am sure we enjoyed and i raelly anjoyed each and every one of ur company whenever we have og dinners and stuff

this was not meant to be an emo post bt recently, been really glad that i have found so many frens whom i can sharejoy with and whom i can turn to when i need help. it is said blood is thicker than water bt heck, this water can be almost as thick as blood.

so anw went sch today for a talk by mr chan b4 getting back promo slip which sucked. aft which we went to newwater plant! my 3rd/4th time there i think so nothing much to say except sian. then aft the lae 45 min sesssion, decided to go lavender to renew passport for trip to china. thanks jeanne and cam for waiting for me though in the end nvr renew cos tooooooooo many ppl =.= followed them to orchard af tt while waiting for gab tan and javier. ate pepper lunch for dinner( the irony of it all) before persauding them to watch resident evil. and the show jz... sux. like wtf waste money sia. lame to the max though the alice woman person was zai in killing the zombie/mutated freak. so anwwwwwwwwwwwww jz gb with wg and jav bt quite sleepy so, guess its off to bed. nxt update soon i hope.

random pics.
javiers aviators which i look better in compared to him.LOL!
ahpek,ahkow,taima,ahgong,ahsoh LOL. beloved pw grp =)
my sec 1 photo which i found today.lol

Twistin' at 8:17 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007


i received an sms frm wg this aft to play gb tonight to relish the days.

i was excited, so was javier. being unable to wait, we chionged to paly. alas the memories all came back. we played 3 lost 3 before his laptop exploded apparently. i continued playing another 3 and i lsot another 3.

so i played 6 lost 6. go gunbound!

Twistin' at 8:35 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007


someone stole my slippers which was outside my house.

i dunno how i dunno why i dunno what he wants with it i dunno who

bt i do know the idiot who stole my slippers u mz be a real moron who has no brains cos u cant sell my slippers for a profit. u can only wear it. i dun see why u want to wear someone else slippers cos its dam disgusting. ok mayb not bt i jz know u are retarded. and apparently u mz be the same dumb theif who stole 1 of sisters school shoe. yes 1 and not 1 pair. how dumb can u get. u lame thief. stupid loser. i feel dam pissed cos i duno why u this idiot will want to steal my slippers. though its super likely u will nvr stumble upon this blog ur entre life cos u cant afford a computer since u mz resort to stealing my slippers and 1 of my sisters shoes.so may u continue ur sucky life and continue to be the loser u are.

ok back to dota

Twistin' at 8:52 AM
Saturday, October 06, 2007


so open hse yst had both the good and bad. bt overall i guess it was a success ba. saw a few band jnrs and they like deciding btwn sji international which they hve a scholarship or vj. of course i said vj cos i honestly do not have a gd impression of the ib shit. o well descision is up to them.

then aft everything ended for no freaking reason.ok la actually gt i suddenly felt dam sad inside. like knn also dunno why will liddat. wtf man. thank god by the time we reached the place i sorta managed to get over it if not spoil everyones mood sia. o well.

bla doing wr now cos i supposedly owe my group. i only have abt 1 k words to type. woo go wayne. i <3 pw =.=''

Twistin' at 10:18 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007


its been a retardedly packed week thus far since exams ended last friday =.= went back sch frm mon - fri. yes all days for open hse stuff. tired like shit bt i guess it was kinda fun doing stuff with the council.

so anw, my dad jz came back to sg for a week again. this is the 3rd time hes back this year and the nxt time he comes back will be during CNY. i cant really say i am really close to my dad bt then each time he comes back, theres always this sense of anticipation within me and me readily awaiting his arrival at the airport.

i fondly recall since i was young, dad was always arnd though i seldom talked to him abt stuff. in fact the only thing we can talk abt with some progress is soccer which we are both fanatics for. he nvr scolded me or disciplined me(it was primarily my mum's job to do so) and thus i fondly rmb the time when he blew up so bad that he hit me with a belt. of course i was really young and naughty and rude that time and i think i deserved it. bt that really made me respect my dad so to speak and till today, whenever he talks to me no matter how lame he sounds(he can be at times lol) i always listen to him. i cant say the same for my mum though.lol. bt i love them both still.

i guess it was cos of being used to his presence arnd me all these while though not upfront bt rather the behind the scenes thing that made me cry when he left for china. though he nvr says anything other than the same stuff(kinda like the jack neo in xiao hai bu ben) and he will say gd job keep it up whenevr i show him ym results slip.but i know that he is proud of me all the time.

now of days we seldom talk on the phone even when hes in china. being bz with my college life has sorta limited free time i have though i know sometimes thats an excuse bt i make it a pt to stay home when hes in town and yea, have some father son bonding.hmm.

anw glad u're back dad. its been 3 years since he left for china and seeing him arnd 4-5 times a year might not seem such a bad thing. afterall absence does makes the heart grow fonder.

Twistin' at 8:32 AM
Thursday, October 04, 2007


omg, i just started playing dota yst. and its dam SONG! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Twistin' at 7:57 AM
Monday, October 01, 2007


SIAN
i try to cook
but got burn by frying pan
MRT door toot toot toot toot
nearly kena my hand
all the girls that i know say only see me as fren
NABEI! lift at my block
just break down again
*chorus
i wake up in the morning and i dunno who i am
i'm sian....sian.....
i'm not happy i'm not sad
but i sure know where i am at
i'm sian...sian...
i'm just walking down the street
and i dunno what to eat
i'm sian...sian
every second every minute every hour everyday
i'm sian..sian
how did i get so sian
got job interview
but got hole in my pants
go see show but the fellow
in front DAM tall can!
my pc kena virus
my toilet flrush spoil
my brand new handphone kena drop in cooking oil
chorus
i...... i'm so frust x4
its early in the mornign and its raining in the night
i'm sian
the weather cannot change and neither can my life
i'm sian...sian
i'm talking to myself cos theres really no one else
i'm sian...sian
i may think i have a choice bt i really have no voice
i'm sian...sian
how did i get so sian..
http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=126
wa lau, i am dam sian sia. lol.
no la i lied. so anw today went back to school when everyone who finished chinese were leaving school.lol. had open hse stuff and guess this week is chiong open hse like mad week cos its relaly coming soon and gt quite a bit of stuff to tidy up.
aft that...wasted like dunno how many hours frm going to darren house with others to become me following camille and jeanne to bugis for shopping =.= then met darren who went late then we had to look for those 2 ppl. we met volleyball pple at least 2415125163 times....fawn and a fren....siewhui and frens...bt we canot find them! lol =.=dam retarded and i ended up buying a mr happy shirt.lol. which costs 14 bucks which i persoonally find super ex bt kena psychoed into buying by darren.lol
so anw we found them then walked arnd for a while mroe b4 finally going home for dinner. nxt few days gonna be spent in school with nothing beating coming at 8 am for 1 hr of pw or so i think with mrs chan =.=
i am sian..

Twistin' at 8:25 AM