Sunday, August 30, 2009

暗恋

昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely

So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意

So lonely so here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜欢你 (我喜欢你) 我要你 (我要你) 我爱你

So here I am standing all alone(standing all alone)
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
I'm lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你Janine

Twistin' at 4:21 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009


been quite awhile since i came here. army is getting more interesting unfortunately what i do now is no where close to the mundane posting i will get next year and i guess it sucks. uni has started for the girls and unfortunately i am not hearing very positive things about it. i cant imagine how my extremely degenerated brain is going to cope and adapt back to studying in 2011. only time will tell.

been doing quite a bit of thinking, more so than i have done in quite a while. not too sure if its a good or bad thing. some old issues some new issues but as quoted in harry potter in the half blood prince its pretty much some 'dark times' for me. haha. managed to catch up with some of the class people after so many weeks and for all that hype about it, it was just okay in my opinion. i think that pretty much concluded my movie spree for the next few weeks at least since most of the new movies like final destination is just pure rubbish.

the score now reads man u 2-1 arsenal woe is me

Twistin' at 8:57 AM
Friday, August 07, 2009


back from an awesome OETI experience. instructors were nice, we got our first nights out ever but the only thing that dampened the entire mood was how i still cant see myself fitting well into this new role i am given in army. but lifes like this and i guess i will find my purpose behind all these come December.There was a period of time when i was enjoying army so much that i seriously considered signing on. But these past weeks practically destroyed any inklings of this. I just need to suck thumb and move on.

Anyway went to send off the infantry dudes last night. it was quite heartwarming to see so many of the ex platoon 2 guys who still like me find a sense of belonging in delta wing. i might even be crazy enough to suggest that i would not mind going through service term with all these guys again. rewinding a litte bit and i also met up with my OG. while most people now hang out with their UNI OGs, this VJ J1 OG is still meeting up and i am dam proud of us. Into our 3rd year and still surviving. There are just some friends you cant lose touch with.

Twistin' at 9:57 AM