Tuesday, January 29, 2008


during h3 lecture,there was a loud noise outside suddenly.

me:eh its raining ar?
hl:no no its the sun shouting

=.=

Twistin' at 3:09 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008


new favorite emo song

你那么爱她

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

 你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

 你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

 直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

 你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

 你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

 你那么爱她
 为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

 你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

Twistin' at 6:59 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008


today while i was in compass point running some errands, i witnessed a few malay children eating the mr softee ice-cream. note the key is about the ice-cream and not about the malay children. so anyway, softee ice-cream was the SEX especially when i was in secondary 2.

however, upon watching these children enjoy their ice-cream, i cant help but recall a memory, a sad one...

it was the pre streamings holidays in september. i was studying really hard and while i was taking a break, decided to give myself a treat. i wanted to treat myself to a mr softee! as 7-11 was a short walk, my mum decided it was okay for me to go and buy. but being so special, i decided to try for the first time, ride my bike there. you see, the dumb thing is if i walk i can just cross a road and walk up some steps and i would arrive but with riding a bike, i am unable to do so and thus had to make a HUGE detour like how cars would usually get to that block. but i told myself for the sake of the softee, i had to do it, i just had to enjoy this treat.

so after painstakingly making it there, i bought the softee and i was happy. i could have eaten it there and then but i did not. instead i decided to bring it home and enjoy it in the comforts of my home. perhaps to further show off my ability at cycling, i decided to take a HUGE risk and riding my bike in one hand, i held the precious softee in the other and i made the treacherous journey home. i rode quickly as i did not want that softee to melt, it would diminish its true taste.

when i reached my block, i was elated. i have made it. gleeful and excited i rode on towards the lift. then i braked right in front of the live. due to the suspension of the bike, the braking caused the bike to momentarily be raised. at that moment, i lost control and i watched mouth agape as my softee clamored onto the hard ground. i looked at it and for moments, i was shocked, then i felt tears welling up in my eyes. a passerby witnessed the entire scene and he was chuckling to himself. yes that asshole was chuckling and he told me to throw it away. i was filled with despair and holding back my tears, i bravely took it and threw it away.

when i went home, i could not hold it back anymore, i cried and i cried cause i was really upset. my poor mum who saw me crying so hard, felt very sayang and within the next 15 minutes decided to go and buy one more for me. when she came back, i saw another ice-cream except not softee. words could not describe my disappointment.

and that my friends, is one of the saddest moments of my life thus far

Twistin' at 4:51 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008


after long months of searching, i have given up hope, thinking i will never ever hear or find it again. alas, the passion to find it was slowly diminishing but it has now returned.BECAUSE I FOUND THAT DUMB LONG LOST SONG WHICH I HEARD ON THE RADIO 10 YEARS AGO! a random conversation with lucas on the bus resulted in me finding out the singer of the song i was searching for and with the power of youtube. i have found it.

now that its over, i shall go to bed.

ps: i first heard the song maybe about 3 months or so ago not literally 10 years

Twistin' at 7:04 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008


i received a letter to register for NS today.as it looms closer, i cant help but feel sad..for my hair.LOL! blah my poor ah ma said she could not sleep after she heard i had to register for NS. dont worry ah ma i promise you in 3 years i will come out in one piece from NS.

Twistin' at 8:13 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008


this year thus far has been filled with so much activities. quite a few things happened and quite a few things to ponder over. questions about myself are left unanswered. maybe the unlucky thing my mum warned me about is true to some extent but then again if i believe myself to be unlucky well i guess i will.

to more lucky things, my ipod recovered miraculously. i am quite happy now. i left in my bag for a few days in an attempt to find some time to get it fixed but i guess theres no need now.

wang guan and javier study sessions has not materialized thus far and i am hoping it will happen soon. struggling to get out of the orientation mood and random cheering in class with sh and xh has not helped much. trying my best to keep up with current lectures and i guess i am doing a much better job compared to last. it scares me to see the J1s studying now. this time last year i think i was spending more time talking rubbish and fooling around during lessons. everyone is doing tutorials in class now compared to the time last year where we just had one master copy with more than 10 duplicates.LOL.

tomorrow will be out almost the whole day so i guess my rest day will be sunday once again. and then woosh, its another new week.

on a totally random sidenote, i love the new game xh taught us at thaipan today.

do you?

Twistin' at 7:19 AM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008


today is my first day of official lessons and i already have homework. today mrs chan was telling us about our study plan which will need to be put in place. its gonna be fast and swift that before you know it, its A levels then NS looms. just one word. wow. my life is gonna change so much within the next year. once A levels are over, i will never and i mean NEVER ever get to wear a school uniform again.

this time last year, my class spent our cool long breaks playing stupid games(by me of course LOL) and slacking around. one year on, i miss orientation once again and the feeling just sucks. i dont know how many times i have said this but i dont wanna grow up. i want to remain 17 for life or something.

anyway orientation was a blast i guess, though i feel kinda bad for not spending much time with my OG until day 3 due to my council responsibilities. i guess i wanna thank my fellow OGLs in vagabond. Sharon for being the zi hai siao person with her bimbotic personality, always bringing laughter to the group, and kang rong for being the patient and steadfast OGL who really is the epitome of what an OGL should be like. and of course valour: tina, jarren, nadia, jia hao, faizah,huimin, yongkai, tristan, jacq,wei wei, mingyi, kat, james,janelle, og head pin rui and the rest of you. thanks for the times and last but not least my og vagabond. really enjoy our meal times and post orientation activities, its great knowing you all.

and now, homework looms.

will i?

Twistin' at 4:25 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008


yesterday was high to the max!

Twistin' at 9:08 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008


the new year is here. yay! you know i still feel like i living in 2007. which is retarded i know cause everything to me is still 'next year orientation', 'next year A levels' which is NO next year.

but anyway to more interesting things in my life, we went to school today on a public holiday! hwo cool is that please. no one does it except for VJC councillors because we rock. had to do some orientation preparations and i guess it was quite fun with the company and all.

some random pictures i took with my great 3.2 megapixels camera phone which is incidentally better than some iphone of a DARREN HO with only a 2.0 megapixels camera. alas the sadness in that.


the nicest o1 deco on earth

i have no idea what sai we are doing

same for this

2 sad people with lousy hair and a random happy person

okay must go recharge myself to be HIGH for TOMORROW. ITS ORIENTATION BABY! good luck to those having r-papers and may orientation be SUPER!

Twistin' at 4:59 AM