Sunday, August 31, 2008


"Boston"

 In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
 Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
 This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
 She said
 You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
 An open field,
 When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
 When they see you
 You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
 She said
 You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
 I think I'll start a new life,
 I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
 I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
 I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
 I think I'll go to Boston,
 I think that I'm just tired
 I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
 I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
 I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
 Where no one knows my name...
 Where no one knows my name...
 Yeah Boston...
 Where no one knows my name.




yes yes i know i am lag cause this song is 12515125613613 years ago

anyway i would like to dedicate this song to my emo friend out there if you are reading this by any chance.trust me i ever felt this way before too so i know how you would feel. but i can assure you things will eventually turn out fine once you realise that things arent as bad as first feared. even though this song obviously wont make things better based on the lyrics cause it only talks about running away..but i listened to this song and felt really at ease. so hopefully this song has the same impact on you!

Twistin' at 8:32 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2008


an emotional return to sji really made my day yesterday. the friends, the teachers, the memories it all came swarming back and i felt so sad we were forced to leave cause the teachers had staff lunch, wanted to talk to them longer but oh well theres always next year?met ong heng yang which i have not seen in 1353151361 years, miss you lamenia and lets catch up more after prelims yea? with gab teo. din get to see some friends i wanted to see but i guess i will ifnd time after A's to meet them.

went for lunch date with WG cause everyone else died but its okay we enjoyed ourselves to the max with a lunch buffet which was damn good filled with many laughs. i never fail to laugh whenever i hang around with WG cause hes just a retarded feng nv. really miss the times last year where we met up like 3 times a week? i am glad at least we are still close and still have so much to talk about. from grades to gossip to retarded nonsense.

what a start contrast to my mood today. feeling so stressed for not much reason, if theres a medicine to reduce self induced stress i thnk i might need it badly but feeling better now.

august is filled with so many birthdays but i am looking forward to september, no not only because its my birthday which incidentally is on 28th September but its because prelims would have ended which is what i hope for as of now.

oh yea i spent much of my life these few days watching hitler got banned videos. if you are feeling bored and want to watch something ratehr funny and retarded also, search for hitler got banned on youtube.

thats all for now i guess

Twistin' at 7:36 AM
Thursday, August 28, 2008


1 court
10 people
2 teams
1 team of 5 guys from 2 schools
1 team of 5 girls who play like guys
2 games played
1 lost
1 won
1363996826831691 blisters

and that sums up a great game of bball

Twistin' at 10:43 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008


忘了时间的钟


Twistin' at 8:17 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008

250th post

wow i am not sure if i saw wrongly but this is my 250th post =O

so anyway today was GP. i read the environment notes for about 2 hours last night for the first time i must add so i ended up being very impressed. cause the notes were dam good.lol. i am gonna do environment for sure for A levels! HEAL THE WORLD! MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE! i was initially pretty happy about my essay thinking that i wrote some great stuff(much of it from the notes actually) but when i came home and started thinking, i realised my essay would have lacked depth = DIEEEEE. hopefully can do decently. compre was pretty okay i thought, i love the idea of gambling being a strategic game and going pro sounds great.however being the model Singaporean i am, i strongly supported the notion that gambling brings about social problems and the other nonsense associated with it in my AQ. also that fantasy will have to wait till another lifetime i guess if i want it to happen.but you know what i think being a pro gambler is damn cool. so so so so so cool. imagine i just take a million dollar chip and dump it in the pile, play a sly game of poker which i am damn good at(supposedly in my fantasy world). i con all the other non pro gamblers who fall for my mind games. i own their asses flat and i go home 20 million richer.however in case no one plays with me next time, i will lose 5 million the next time i play to lead them into believing i am only about luck and no skill. however secretly, i will win profits far exceeding my losses the next time i play. only stumbling block now is i need my 1 million to play.oh wait i do not need that 1 million cause since i am in a fantasy world, i would obviously be bloody rich!

now to the more realistic world-my notes

Twistin' at 2:56 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008


today was the last day of official lessons in VJC or what i am made to believe cause everyone is saying so. it seems weird if next year i dont get to don a uniform anymore(NS cannot count). i am talking about something that gives you an identity something that gives you added perks. student concession, student price, student discounts the list goes on. and even the random noodle stall aunty sees you are a hungry student and give you extra liao. i will totally totally miss being a student. taking the retarded bus which takes 1 hr 10 minutes on average, talking rubbish in school as students. "its too early to post this you retard cause now not even term 4" you may say but the reality is that writing now and next term wont be a difference cause time is flying like some bullet train moving to iraq but i digress. the point is after complaining for so many years about school lfie and how its so lame you wish you can remain in the system where you are always protected. teachers there for you and stuff. i am sorely tempted to go on one of many insightful analogies but somehow few find my theories of any sense so i shall not post it.

now to one of my new found loves-mugging

Twistin' at 6:07 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008


was just reading through some msn convo history messages which stretched back to first 3 months last year and omg how time flies man. it dint really seem thaaaat long ago when i was in my tight SJI pants which was short and could not cover my socks properly and how i was greeted by a class which is multicolored, due to both uniform and race.LOL. convos used to be about lame stuff, scandals, whos dating who, but convos now of days typically involve something like this(if any of course since NOBODY is online now of days.how do i know that you may ask.its simply because i am always secretly appearing offline.lol)

A: eh
B(10 years later): eh hello
A: wow u died right take so long to reply
B(another 10 years later): i am sure i died
A:what you doing
B:mugging
A:zzz ok never mind

-end convo-

A:eh you going school tomorrow
B(10 years later): nope
A:okay nevermind

-end convo-

ps:the convos make no reference to anyone buuuut...i believe this is the common situation now.

Twistin' at 3:02 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008

rolling back the years of the oldies

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

ALL OUT OF LOVE

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

WITHOUT YOU

No I can�t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that�s just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can�t forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it�s only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can�t live
If living is without you
I can�t live
I can�t give anymore
I can�t live
If living is without you
I can�t give
I can�t give anymore

Well I can�t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that�s just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can�t live
If living is without you
I can�t live
I can�t give anymore
I can�t live
If living is without you
I can�t give
I can�t give anymore

x 1 million more

maybe i am really an ah pek.LOL


Twistin' at 3:22 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008

captain jack sparrow!

it never seems to get boring. each time i am not in the best of moods on those retardedly long bus rides, i plug my ipod and listen to pirates of the carribean.

to me that song holds so much emotions. so much it expresses. that grand opening and as it diminishes towards to end. that little bit of sadness in between and the excitement. its like i am taken on a emotional roller coaster ride in those 8 minutes. this song holds much memories for me too. it reminds me of band(duh) and reminds me of the one and only band presentation i did before we passed out. someohow that song seemed so appropriate. fast forward 2 years on and i am still in love with it. no matter what i am feeling, joy,sadness, anger, it just seems to reach out to me.

well enough of my obsession over potc. its week 7 already for those who still do not know. another week closer to prelims another week closer to A's another week closer to farewell assembly another week closer to prom. hmm which would you look forward to? personally i would say a levels because when it comes it means i am one more step towards liberation. the prospect of this is indeed very very juicy. i might spend some time deciding on my post A' level activities soon. but then again thats what i said for O's and when it was over i realised i had no plan and i just lived by the day.

November 18. thats when a new chapter of my life begins.goodnight world and all the best to fellow muggers.

Twistin' at 8:47 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008


maybe i tend to think too much of a gesture. maybe thats why i am in such a confused state. i dont know what to expect, i dont know what to do. maybe time will tell.

o yea happy birthday daryl and sk.

Twistin' at 8:11 AM