Saturday, November 29, 2008


today is a sunday and i am actually going to be at home the entire day. at least i have the time to settle my scholarships stuff. finally bought all my prom stuff yesterday. not entirely happy because i cant get all the things i want on a constrained budget but ah well i dont really have anyone to impress at prom except my mother but she is in china(lol) so as long as i look decent enough it would be fine.

Twistin' at 10:42 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008


2 friends, 2 indians told me to update this blog in a span of 2 hours. i cant ignore this bizarre coincidence so here i am with an update.

life is pretty much wasted. wasted in the sense that i am spending money like nothing. i dont consider myself to be very rich coupled with the fact i lack savings already, this would thus be a problem. i envy those who are workign now, i really want to work to try out what working life is like. perhaps it might even make me a more frugal person which is one trait i evidently lack. i been meeting up with all my friends recently. really enjoyed all the laming we had and i suddenly want to continue leading this lazy life i currently lead but we all know you do that and 2 years later you see me begging for money on the streets.

alot to look forward to, sdd and china trip to meet up wth my family and saying goodbye with this exceptional freedom i enjoy now without mum in singapore. next post will be on sdd i presume so till then byeee

Twistin' at 9:17 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008


HOTEL CALIFORNIA
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'this could be heaven or this could be hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the captain,
'please bring me my wine'
He said, 'we haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the hotel california
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'we are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'relax,' said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
But you can never leave!

hmm i think this is quite a good song kinda soothing and all. anyway thanks to all who talked to me and stuff.you know who you guys are and really want to say a HUGE thank you. just been feeling kinda down about everything but i am feeling much better now. quite alot to look forward to. class bbq,chalet,outings,sdd etc the list goes on.


Twistin' at 9:46 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

a few incidents

nothings changed
except maybe you
or i might have been wrong all these while
sadly i cant count on you anymore
or so i think
but you give me no reason to think otherwise
you give me no reason to think its okay
i cant pretend its not a blow
neither can i pretend nothings wrong

its ironic i heard a similar predicament my friend is in and i gave that friend advice which i cant seem to apply to my own situation.

i figured not talking wont help me forget.it makes it worse.i wanted to talk to you. when i had the chance i didnt use it and when i finally decided to, i turned to find you gone. with that probably the last chance i will get at talking to you in a long while a long while which might never come. cruel? maybe but i guess its fate.

life is so funny. there was a time when i felt that no shit could go wrong for me. emo? maybe but life goes on...

Twistin' at 9:07 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008



one of the best bunch of people you can hang out with with non stop entertainment and laughter.

Twistin' at 8:32 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008


the worst feeling is to not being able enjoy your post exams because you think too much about the papers you did. i want to enjoy my hols so i MUST stop thinking about my papers dammit

Twistin' at 7:46 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008


okay i am pretty much done with exams already, not really in the mood to study for case study cause theres really nothing i can do other then try to cramp more knowledge so not much point. yesterdays econs dint go as well as i have hoped neither was is that bad. so i am just uncertain about econs and it does not help that i started to have stunning revelations about points i could have written to improve my essay when the teacher was collecting the papers but oh well. haha my sad little sis ends tomorrow and she started exams 2 weeks before me. okay thats all i guess.

ps i uploaded my new favorite song already.was getting sick of my previous song

Twistin' at 7:48 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008


against the odds they did it. the best game of the season so far by a mile. i am glad i dint miss it. arsenal 2-1 manchester united all the way arsenal!

Twistin' at 5:00 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008




this song talks about future or what i am made to believe. i first heard this song when we played it during band and fell in love with it immediately. randomness aside this song kinda got me thinking not that i understood the lyrics anyway but it just got me thinking whether the future is the way to go. i am seemingly stuck in this limbo not knowing which is the better frame of thought. the present is not much to be desired. other then physics i think my other papers all fell below my expectations in terms of my own targets. how well/bad i do will never be known as i will only know the grade but its all about my personal expectations and i dont really care about the belt curve theory. the future however contrary to what i have always thought it could be, the endless possibilities and all might not be what i desire the most now. i must be retarded to be thinking about such rubbish in the midst of the most important phase in an 18 year old student's life in singapore but this has been bugging me for quite abit. look to the future so they say but what if it aint what you painted it out to be? i feel as if i am losing faith in all my plans and long term goals i have set out to achieve since the start of the year. but maybe i guess the key is i should just push on with what i think is the best and not care too much about this. after all and i quote a cliche 'life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get' and just take this shit as it comes cause thats just life. hmm i realise i just answered the burning questions in my head the past few days as i pen these down. i think this could be agreat topic for GP. is the future always the way to go. many around me await the conclusion of this a level examinations and being out of the stress free environment we call school. but a part of me wants to remain in this education system, in this safe haven where we are protected from the dog eat dog cooperate world out there. i guess i will never know until it happens. so for now its back to this song which gives me peace and serenity(sort of)

Twistin' at 7:47 AM
Saturday, November 01, 2008

crisis

van persie red card. adebayor and walcott injured for weeks. omg arsenal are as screwed as they can possibly be as the prepare to face man u next week. if man u are lenient and slack we might only lose 3-0 =.=

Twistin' at 9:46 PM