Thursday, July 31, 2008


staying strong, pushing on, thats what i got to do

Twistin' at 6:51 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008


its over! the 2 weeks attachment at MFA concluded today for me. it was really an enriching experience. will talk more about it this weekend.

anyway i found out darren's breasts won something at the Shanghai thing. congrats galfren

"2008 Shanghai International Youth Science & Tech Expo
VJC - Outstanding Organisation Prize
Darren Ho (07S33) - Outstanding Demonstration Prize for project on Development of 3D Invitro Breast Cancel Model."

back to school tomorrow! miss everyone and everything and hopefully..we will watch DARK KNIGHT!

Twistin' at 7:32 AM
Monday, July 21, 2008


MFA has good staff welfare!

Twistin' at 9:43 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008


well after some thought i decided to delete the previous post cause its not really fair to judge so yea..

so anyway HELLO CHARLYN!!! looks like you found your way here! haha


Twistin' at 7:08 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008


i miss school
i miss friends
i miss lectures
i miss tutorials
i miss being a student

3 days of an attachment made me 10000000% sure i do not want to be working. haha. students should be like NS men. they should give us allowances every month. a few hundred or so. perhaps even a few thousand. with this amount, we can learn the good values of saving and being frugal! and we dont need to work and we wont drive cause we cannot afford it. we thus save the environment. without stress from work, sex drives will definitely rise, this will in turn boost our birth rate to the much coveted 2.1. so you see we all gain. maybe the policy makers of singapore can consider this. the big question is where do we get money from? this is the easy part. you see cause we are the students now, we do not need to care about this at all! since any money we take comes from the tax payers money which is not our money. what about our parents you may say? well regarding this i still do not have the solution. but one day if i have the solution i will definitely push this policy..

but for now, back to reality and back to my notes. bleagh.

Twistin' at 8:26 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008


THE CATHAY IS A CURSE!

Twistin' at 8:04 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008


3 days of hardcore tutorials has taken its toll on this weak body of mine. sinus attack the moment i reach home with swollen eyes after i sleep for no apparent reason. what sai! but i am glad the upcoming AMM is pushing me to do my tutorials in advance. i really hope i can get the best out of this and hopefully give me a clearer picture on alternatives in my career assuming choice A does not work out.

i really want to be in j1 or even back in sji. SJIMB/SC/PW(lol) made my life so much happier while it lasted. and now, all j2s look like dead souls walking around school. while there is still the play(for my class at least) the pressure of the upcoming prelims is etched on their faces including mine. it is not helped by the fact that jc is a 2 year course and the content is just crazy in terms of load. i really want to break out of this sucky mugging phase soon.

i do not want it yet i want it

Twistin' at 7:32 AM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Life is pretty much a hotdog

Before you guys slam me about my oh so lame hotdog theory, hear what i have to say first.

The title says it all, life is indeed a hotdog. Uncooked at first, and once cooked to perfection, you will get to taste its beauty. Life consists of so many things, careers, girls(guys),family,friends etc just like how there is beef hotdog, chicken hotdog,taiwanese hotdog. In life theres always a risk in anything you do, and there are times you need to make a decision, be it a career one or choosing your school or even a simple one such as whether you want to go the mall to buy that shirt you've been wanting to get.

It all boils down to choices we make and that pretty much sums up how our life is run. We tend to wait for the right job/right girl/right opportunities to come along before we make a decision. However the reality of it all is life just is that short. sometimes waiting isin always the best thing to do, so so many songs depict that waiting does help like KC Jojo 'All My Life' but theres probably one in a few hundred who waited and finally found their purpose in life or something. the focus is not merely on relationships but all aspects in life. Of course not waiting and doing everything rashly would be stupid and what we like to say screwing your life up. Take a hotdog in this case. Fresh in its packet and not even thawed yet, is it wise to just eat it? You risk getting food poisoning and regretting your decision.

Yet on the other hand as i mentioned, waiting for too long is not a solution either. The hotdog you cooked might contain maggots,worms or anything that will make it poisonous to eat. So you choose to wait and see if they emerge after you cook it. After x period of time you are certain that you can eat it then since it contains nothing but a pure delicious hotdog. But by then, if its cold and soggy, do you think you will get to enjoy its true beauty? Do you think it would have been better to eat it while its hot? Ultimately its a decision we have to make, chances come and go so quickly, i dare say its enough waiting if you are sure that the cooked hotdog will kill the maggots and worms in it.So long as the temperature is hot enough, any disgusting thing inside will be killed.However of course there is no 100% it is safe to eat it. Like say you cook it for 2 hours and after eating it you get a stomachache. You come back cursing and regretting. And the next time you eat a hotdog, you will make sure you cook it for more than 2 hours at least. Similarly, life is never smoothsailing. There are times for sure where you make poor calls and you do something you regret and you find that what you did is not what you actually wanted. Even if the hotdog is perfectly cooked, you might realise halfway that a chicken hotdog owns a taiwanese hotdog in your opinion. Then you know for sure the next time you will purchase a taiwanese hotdog.

These are all things you will not know unless you dare venture and take the first bite of a cooked hotdog, unsure whether you will enojy it and whether it will make you sick. Whats life without tries and experience. Regrets personally is my biggest hate in life. FOr too long and far too many times, i did things i regretted not doing(i realise the stark contradiction but you get the idea)

Of course all things aside dont do things for the sake of doing, dont eat the hotdog for the sake of eating. If you do not like the chicken hotdog, dont be a retard and force yourself to eat it. You will give yourself more pain. Lifes the same, dont do things you dislike, it takes the fun out of it doing something sucky.

Of course there are so many counter arguments to my hotdog theory of life. The hotdog could be put on a hotplate and kept warm while you spend your time waiting and see if its the right choice to eat it and when you finally do, get to taste its warmth still. BUt how long are you gonna wait? 5 years? 10 years? lets say a job. will the job wait 10 years for you to decide if you are gonna take it up?what the heck just take the damn job and if you dont like it, fulfill your contract and just jump ship. if you like it good for you.opportunities dont come knocking twice, that much i know.

My time in jc has changed my perspective on alot of things about life. perhaps the friends, perhaps the environment but i do not know. i made the choice to stay in VJ because i want to see if i can still perform well even if i do not come from the best JC(RJC was my initial goal). and of course the friends and everything. i did not want to regret not giving VJ a shot and miss enjoying what i am enjoying now which may or may not be the same in RJ. of course i regret not going to RJ but then theres the otehr side of the coin and another theory is required which is not my focus today.

So there, if you read till here and still think my post is rubbish, then i have nothing to say. but for those who somewhat agree with me, life is filled with what ifs and what might happen, but if we take the initiative and eat it when we deem it edible, there might be more beautiful things to come. so that concludes a rather long and sensible post(in my opinion in a long long time)

ps:the hotdog theory was inspired by a bus ride on bus 76 with WONG CHUN HAN and the VJ girl in front of us kept laughing and turning back when she overheard us talking about it. it could be the novelty of the idea of using the idea of a hotdog to depict life.haha

Twistin' at 4:53 AM