Wednesday, May 28, 2008


since i am so bored, i decided to blog(kinda rhymes)

so anyway, i just had a msn convo with one of my great pals from sji gabriel teo talking about the usual random stuff. i realise that he and i are kinda similar. both not that tall, both about same weight, both support arsenal,our register numbers are always consecutive.well except he has more talent than me on the field/court/pitch.lol.

i really miss hanging around just guys again.not that i am gay of course but an all guy outing will definitely be different from one with both sexes. the things you say are less controlled, and there will be more sensitive stuff that can be said etc. well you get the idea.

a few days back after the PSC test thing which incidentally was real draining and an absoulte waste of time in my opinion cause i dont think i will do very well and clara put it in a real funny way "now mr ho will know i am a dumb dumb" or something along those lines. so anyway we were lunching then as me and xD were walking, we starting reminiscing about SJI life and how PSFs was the best times of SJI. as i think back, i guess its true. i dare say its even more special than being a councilor in VJ. no offense to SC of course. but i guess a PSF, we got to interact with the sec 1s, we got to interact directly with their PSLs so in a way we were the first faces the sec 1s saw and also we will probably be remembered by them when we graduated as we organized their entire orientation. i can imagine people going show off/self praise is no praise and all that crap but well you wont understand. being a PSF was real special. people like javier wg xD will surely agree with me. that is also why SJI is such a special place. how it moulds students and all in the seemingly short 4 years. its things like this not seen in many schools that allows us to sorta make an impact no matter where we go, no matter which jc. like in NJ, theres an SJI suck cheer.lol not that i am proud of it but they must have made a hella impact for such a cheer to be created so i am taking it as an immense positive. and in CJ, you would have thought you entered SJI as you enter the college.even our personal development programme is so special and different. well this seems like a promote sji post now but i am just penning down my thoughts over these few days so bear with me. everyone will definitely have that special place in their heart for their alma mater :)so you cant fault me for doing so.

i could go another 500 words on my experience in band but i guess i will leave it to another time. ora et labora!

Twistin' at 10:36 AM




wtf



lol

i wonder how this guy even came up with this anyway.

anyway studying is real booring. its only day 2 of my mugfest and i am already dying.lol. but i will push on!!

random:who want go cycling call me. we go next week or something

Twistin' at 8:56 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008


you know its so ironic that sometimes you always keep waiting and hoping that something will finally happen then it does not. how sometimes you put in so much effort yet it breeds no good returns. and how you thought this would be the one then you are unceremoniously proven wrong.

yea i felt it and its painful. i felt it when i watched JUMPER. that dumb sick show. it seemed so so good at the beginning then the middle. then the climax had to screw the whole show, or rather the lack of it. dam you jumper. you just wasted 80 minutes of my time. i thought you were the show for me but guess i was wrong.

and of course i was talking about the movie, what did you think i was talking about?HEHE hope you kena conned! its 2 46 am now and i am rather high which led to me posting this rather irrelevant post. i need to start mugging soon. bohoo.. 2 more days of hardcore play then its time to really hit the books seriously. dad going back in 2 days. how this 10 days just seemed to whizz by. oh well so much to do. i still need to meet my sji pals amidst this busy month along with other random events here and there. i guess its time for bed.

p.s:i must apologise for the obvious lack of organisation or sentence structure whatsoever in these few lines. forgive me, its late(early same same) and i am tired.

Twistin' at 11:43 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008


back after being absent for so long from this place. quite alot of things happened but i am not much of a story teller who is able to take summarizing everything on this blog. the usual things though constantly run through my head. past few days have been pretty enjoyable and i guess i was pretty happy these few days.lol. no i am not some emo depressed kid by the way.

dad came back last week, dint really spend much time with him though except during genting. i think its pretty interesting that i feel emotionally attached to my dad even though physically we are not close at all. occasional msn convos while hes in china and a phone call once in a while is basically how much i interact with him. but i respect him alot. for all he has done for the family and for the sacrifices he made for me in the past and present. though he was not really there to see me slowly grow from a small boy to a teenager to what i am now, he constantly knows about my happenings largely due to the daily talks he has with my mum. perhaps this is what makes me motivated to do well. to see the smile or glee in his voice when i tell him my results. to see him being proud of me, i guess i do want to make my parents proud. maybe thats why i am pressuring myself too much to do well. maybe thats why i am quite a competitive person.people in sji will know how kiasu i was. glad that i changed for the better in jc now. 18 months into my life in VJ. i can safely say i have changed quite abit both as a person and in terms of my thinking. whether it is for the better is pretty subjective.

my thoughts are pretty much in a mess at random places. so i guess i shall stop here.

我唯一坚持的任性
但值得吗？

Twistin' at 9:09 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008


so i decided to go for council outing in the end despite my h3 finals in mere days time. and on the way there, i witnessed something real heartwarming. i was listening to my emo music on my hp(as usual) when this old man entered the train he was walking with the support of an umbrella and i was about to give up my seat for him but he just continued walking and walking to the next platform. it would have been really retarded if i chased after him to give him the seat.

then moments later there was a huge bang and as everyone turned towards the sound in unison, i was shocked to see the old man had collapsed on the ground. before anyone could stomach what they had just seen. a group of6 indians in front of then man immediately got off their seats and tended to the old man. one of them went to the intercom to inform the control station about what just happened. and at the next station the moment the train doors opened, a man rushed in to check if he was alright and moments later, a wheelchair arrived ready to take the man to the hospital if needed. but thankfully, the old man was fine. dont know what happened to him cause i did not want to walk there to find out since it would have been rather kaypo of me.

contrary to what others might say about singaporeans being self centred and selfish and all, this only refers to a small minority of the population. there were many i saw who walked to the old man to see if he was okay and its real heartwarming to see that there are so many nice people out there. but then again, the 6 indians i saw might have been foreign workers.lol. but i choose to believe that it was the nice side of singaporeans i saw today.

fast forward- i reached vivo just in time before they went in and watched iron man and it was FANTASTIC. totally loved it. had dinner after that joined the council for a while in slacking and now i am back at my table all geared up to start mugging again =.= zzzz i really hope it gets over soon cause its really draining me and i know even if i mugged 10000 times the same things, i might not even do well. probably a case of result making no justice to the effort. but thats life i guess, someitmes you put in your 1000% but the end result just does not jusify the hard work. just hope i get a decent grade.

o yea sorry jiayi about spilling the drink on you.lol hope you are not too pissed

时间在旁闷不吭声

Twistin' at 7:55 AM
Friday, May 09, 2008


its tiring.make it stop

Twistin' at 9:04 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008

a poem about a friend ben

so write a poem ben said
to revive a blog so dead
but what other ways i said
so as to revive this blog so dead
there are no other ways he claimed
unless you post a vid of yourself being laid
but thats retarded i exclaimed
its not like i am gonna be paid
he retorts its only cause you are afraid
to prove him wrong i will get myself laid
i might go to geylang to obtain some aid
to look for one slutty and hot with braid
at a brothel with no history of raid
but my conscious spoke to me in my head
why do this to prove something he said
its not as if its a total fair trade
its even highly likely you might get AIDS!
so i stopped myself and lied on the bed
reflecting on what my conscious just said
then i came to a conclusion so great
i dont care if this blog is dead
or that it does not make the grade
cause i am not forced with a blade
neither do i need to blog to be paid
so i put that thought out of my head
and i went to find a little spade
one so great is can make ben plead
if i gave him a huge blow on the head
before i went i stopped to get some bread
it was then i realise i dont want ben dead
soi decided to put aside my hate
and put all differences behind my head

ps:ben did not ask me to get myself laid



Twistin' at 9:17 AM