Sunday, February 24, 2013


there is feeling fucked up and then there is feeling extremely fucked up. today is the latter. no amount of apologies can eradicate that feeling of guilt stemming from your own inefficiencies and unprofessionalism. maybe i set too high a standard for myself that i dont forgive myself for mistakes i make, especially ones with relatively severe repercussions and entirely avoidable. and i hate the feeling of guilt. i absolutely hate it. while i dont get guilt tripped easily, when i know something is obviously my fault, i take a long while to get over it. i do not know how to face them and i might not even go next saturday. fuck this shit. work is piling and i have to cook and im feeling so tired and now im feeling guilty. that is the worst possible combination ever. what i need now is a freaking time turner

Twistin' at 9:02 AM