Saturday, February 26, 2011


hi world! life€'s been good so far in thailand i think except for the fact i have been totally sunburnt and that last minute arrows are totally pissing me off but yes i will survive with fb and soccernet every night.

watched the vday ep for glee during one of my breaks. despite how corny the story and how cliche it is, it kinda gave the bloody gay aww feeling for me hearing them sing about thei love for each other. if my future gf can sing its plus points to the power of one thousand for me.

it led me to kinda reflect upon my rather failed love life or attempts at love for that matter. its pretty sad how i am eager to shoot or even insult others at times and yet when it comes to telling someone about my feelings i cant seem to find the courage to look them straight in e eye and say it. maybe i am afraid of rejection or the consequences of it all and not i am reeling from the regret of not even giving myself a chance however impossible an outcome may seem.

oh well as i always tell myself life goes on and maybe the 9 days outfield will help to take my mind off things.


Twistin' at 5:01 AM