Wednesday, October 13, 2010


So i find myself going to brunei and i find myself facing the old nemesis-mt bianc once again. Horrific memories of the last trip to that donkey ass place come swarming back as i am typing this. The heavy alice pack, the multiple cramps, the squeezing of 3 gay boys on 1 ground sheet, the heroics of zhang and of course that joke of a knoll tan aaraon made us climb. Going back as an instructor is easier yet tougher at the same time and i guess all i hope for is to survive this and not get some fever like the last time and not coming back.

Watching just about ALL my friends in ORD mode is a reason for extreme envy. So much so that i actually felt sorry for myself for even extending at one point. The thought of not seeing that lil squirm and jy in camp again coupled with the not so close ties i share with my fellow instructors did make me feel very empty. But i am glad i am kinda over that already and ready to embrace the next 8 months bravely(with the prospect of a fat wallet of course)

Managed to meet up with a few of the class dudes on monday and i conclude that i am just yearning for social life and for friends to hang out with all the time and my happiness is largely dependent on that. Laughing so hard with them as we reminisce about the good days/scandals/anything under the sun perhaps made me the happiest i have ever been in weeks.

Oh well may i survive brunei. see you when i am back

Twistin' at 6:14 AM