after months of indecisive behavior much unlike my usual style, i finally put to bed any inklings of signing on. rejecting the board interview was the best way for me to be firm in taking up HDB as my option and i guess i wont want to wallow too much in the what ifs and just finish the last 10 months of my NS and enjoy the wonders of civilian life(of course i should look towards changing that photo on my IC once i get it back cause if i recall it looks horrendous)
affairs of the heart are dam bloody complicated and i feel like stabbing myself at times much like how i feel like stabbing the dam speakers each time i hear the train coming and it asking me to love my ride. PLEASE SHUT UP!
the blog song
this old place its starting to fog
i seem to not know how to blog
could be the gap between each log
but i return like a faithful dog
pure words now seem like muslim and pork
innovation i need to break this lock
so i turn to song not just to be cock
but to give this place some much needed torque
in black and white i now have sign
8 months july till i resign
with pride i bear this state's ensign
signing on its becoming benign
at AI i stay to instruct and teach
i hope i do more than just to preach
to impact so strong its like a leech
turn bad to good just like some bleach
in time to come i will smile nice
even if now its hard to eat rice
no pain no gain fair sacrifice
for these braces i pay any price
compact precise that's my current life
i've updated so please lay down the knife
i may seldom update but i hope you thrive
because buuhx to me you're like my wife