Thursday, April 08, 2010


life never cease to amaze me with the bad streak I have had the past 2 weeks.

the whole Suriya BS + left 11B in camp + dad fetch me to wrong camp + hp no batt the day i needed it the most + armskote open on day i am DO + no replies from any uni+ no replies from any scholarship boards+arsenal being raped(not that i can affect it but it affects me)+ miss FTT+ freaking persisitant block nose and the latest to add to wayne's bad luck pool is that i am now officially ineligibe for SMS because I am not a combatant. All these happened the last 10 days. Thanks so much for informing me today on Thursday that I am due to go for FAOCC on Monday. SO that gives me 1 working day to handover whatever I have done to JY. And it gives me 1 weekend to resupply all my essentials for the 5 months course. Yep it could have been worse. It could have been told to me on Monday and I report for course the same day. Now I dont even have time to even do a proper handover of my current job and it comes at a time when I am finally given the help i need to start clearing the shit spilled over from Hansel's time. Ironic. I finally do something useful in this place and I dont get to finish it.

So going for FAOCC now means I need to get reaccessed on my suitability for the award and if i fail to get it, I am looking at a rather bleak outcome of staying in NUS FASS(not that its bad but it isnt what i want) I have no idea why I not heard anything from SMU when others have when pardon my ego, my results more than make the cut for their criteria. I am even more clueless of why I am made to waste 4 hours of my time at psychometric test when I am not eligible for the scholarship although it was not wasted in the end cause i met gan jia hao for the first time in 7 months. I am even more exceptionally lost about this streak i am currently going through. OCS taught me fighting spirit but this is ridiculous. Cant god split the bad luck on a fortnightly basis or something? It at least gives me something to smile about for a week before it turns to frowns the other. I am frustrated. Nothing is going right. Even driving is failing me. I am so hopeless at it I am surprised my teacher has not thrown his temper yet. The FTT fiasco just about summed up my luck the past 2 weeks.

*inserts whole range of obscenities from english to chinese to hokkien and tamil*

well but i remember at least it wasnt all bad. I got to meet a couple of LOCC mates yesterday as well as WG and Lulu last weekend.Ben kang finally initiated a gathering which succeeded although i ended up calling the people. Friends cheer me up and thank god for them. If everything is planned as what was told to me, you are looking at a wayne with limited freedom for the next 5 months so goodbye social life in advance

Twistin' at 7:38 AM