back from an awesome OETI experience. instructors were nice, we got our first nights out ever but the only thing that dampened the entire mood was how i still cant see myself fitting well into this new role i am given in army. but lifes like this and i guess i will find my purpose behind all these come December.There was a period of time when i was enjoying army so much that i seriously considered signing on. But these past weeks practically destroyed any inklings of this. I just need to suck thumb and move on.
Anyway went to send off the infantry dudes last night. it was quite heartwarming to see so many of the ex platoon 2 guys who still like me find a sense of belonging in delta wing. i might even be crazy enough to suggest that i would not mind going through service term with all these guys again. rewinding a litte bit and i also met up with my OG. while most people now hang out with their UNI OGs, this VJ J1 OG is still meeting up and i am dam proud of us. Into our 3rd year and still surviving. There are just some friends you cant lose touch with.