Tuesday, November 04, 2008




this song talks about future or what i am made to believe. i first heard this song when we played it during band and fell in love with it immediately. randomness aside this song kinda got me thinking not that i understood the lyrics anyway but it just got me thinking whether the future is the way to go. i am seemingly stuck in this limbo not knowing which is the better frame of thought. the present is not much to be desired. other then physics i think my other papers all fell below my expectations in terms of my own targets. how well/bad i do will never be known as i will only know the grade but its all about my personal expectations and i dont really care about the belt curve theory. the future however contrary to what i have always thought it could be, the endless possibilities and all might not be what i desire the most now. i must be retarded to be thinking about such rubbish in the midst of the most important phase in an 18 year old student's life in singapore but this has been bugging me for quite abit. look to the future so they say but what if it aint what you painted it out to be? i feel as if i am losing faith in all my plans and long term goals i have set out to achieve since the start of the year. but maybe i guess the key is i should just push on with what i think is the best and not care too much about this. after all and i quote a cliche 'life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get' and just take this shit as it comes cause thats just life. hmm i realise i just answered the burning questions in my head the past few days as i pen these down. i think this could be agreat topic for GP. is the future always the way to go. many around me await the conclusion of this a level examinations and being out of the stress free environment we call school. but a part of me wants to remain in this education system, in this safe haven where we are protected from the dog eat dog cooperate world out there. i guess i will never know until it happens. so for now its back to this song which gives me peace and serenity(sort of)

Twistin' at 7:47 AM