Friday, October 31, 2008


i need A levels to start NOW

Twistin' at 9:08 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008




most hilarious thing i've seen in a while

Twistin' at 6:38 AM
Friday, October 24, 2008


说好的幸福呢

一堆绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起斑鹃般的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪摸名地拉扯
我还爱你呢
但你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了我哭了
你开始的不快乐
你用卡片信写着
有谁爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱断了 梦怨了
开始你不该信疑 一心述着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆那音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

my new favorite jay chou song. i wanted it as my blog song but...that wg was so fast that he uploaded it the day i got my album so tragically i am unable to upload cause i dont want people to say i copy him.

the big A's are in 9 days time and yes i am starting to feel the pressure. AMK library has been my mugging spot for the past week and there are lots of VJ people there. i will surely see a different face each time i go there.anyway to fellow muggers out there, this is the final stretch so lets do this man!

Twistin' at 5:56 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008


i am a very happy person today. because 1) i had my most productive studying day today which is good but more importantly 2) I FINALLY GOT MY JAY CHOU CD. after so many delays of the release date due to leaks, it finally came and i am DAM DAM happy cause the songs are FREAKING nice and i been waiting for it since my birthday which is almost a month already?okay 3 weeks actually.correct me if i am wrong in saying time flies nevertheless. but the titles are more or less retarded because they changed them due to the leaks(is there a need though?) so yep and my mum got me the shirt i wanted.today is a damn good day also cause i realize that it was a misunderstanding on my part. to cap off this damn good day, i just need arsenal to whoop everton. that would be the best day in my life. oh except for my birthday cause those are usually better. ohoh and also the day i got my O level results cause thats the proudest day of my life. but...today is still up there in terms of best days

Twistin' at 6:14 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008

family matters

while everyone is mugging their asses off(me also actually) i took some time off the past few days to spend time with my family, my maternal and paternal side and the experience is really different. for my maternal side i spend much of my life going out with my mum,sis,aunt, 2 cousins and grandma. it has pretty much been a routine for the past 18 yrs of my life? okay 14 since my younger cousin is only 14 this year. i have grown so emotionally attached to all of them and the close proximity of our homes(5 mins drive at max) meant that there were times where we just see each other everyday during the school holidays. the age gap between us is 6 yrs from oldest to youngest and because of this i have so much fun when i talk to them and when we go out its always filled with laughter. i treat my cousins as sisters and my aunt as my second mum(acually i already call her mum) i really love this side of my family.

today i went down to visit my grandpa and also get my hair cut which was becoming increasingly irritating. the norm was that my aunt would be there and with her 2 kids aged 5 and 2 and my uncle's wife with her 3 kids aged 9,8,4. greeted with loud screaming of fun but mostly of quarrels i would just shake my head plug in my earphones and get on with finding something to do. occasionally, my grandpa comes out of his room which is usually closed. perhaps being the oldest grandchild and a boy also, i always got the better treatment from him and once in a while i would engage in conversation with my grandpa. most of the time though tis mere hi byes. dont get me wrong i do care for my grandpa too. i was pretty worried for him when i found out he had high blood pressure and i always ask him not to smoke which he is stopping already which is good. and i fondly recall when i was young he used to bring me everywhere, he gave me my first bike, he was the first person i would run to when we arrvied at his coffee shop to have dinner which was a norm back when i was very young. but as i got older, the less i visited him, and probably the less attached i became with him. my cousins? with the one aged 8 speaking like a gangster and showing utter disrespect to everyone, i gave up trying to talk sense into him. the irony is that whenever i hear people spew obscenities i would be disgusted thinking to myself ill-bred. but when i am angry and i say the same words, it just seems to be okay. so maybe i am not in the best postition to comment on it. but still 8 years old and i saw him pointing a middle finger before. wtf man. but of course not all my cousins are liek that. its only him . perhaps bad influence ins chool and my uncle works in the night shift, he sleeps in the day and works in the night, which might explain why my cousin is not discplined enough. in all honesty i cant click with any of my cousins. yea sure they were cute when they were yougner but as they grow older they start to be irritating except lester. i like lester a lot hes the only one i bother talking to when i see. hes still only 4 and from what i can see hes gonna be a real intelligent kid. always able to rebutt what you say not in the rude sense but the cute and funny sense, hes a real likable child and all.

but the point i am trying to make after all this is that spending time with your family over time, will definitely make you more emotionally attached to them. take my maternal and paternal side families, i will pick going out with my grandma and aunty over going to my grandpa's place anytime.but the most important thing that i found is that my family is what truely matters to me now. for too long i neglected my family choosing my friends over them but i grow to know that friends come and go but family sticks by through whatever shit. not that friends dont of course but for family they will never never leave you behind. blood is still always thicker than water

oh and for those who read till here you must be very interested in my life. XD.

Twistin' at 7:07 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008


2 maths questions
1 hour 15 mins
0 solutions
wtf

Twistin' at 10:33 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008



the prisoners

the fat

the skinny


the cute

Twistin' at 8:27 AM
Thursday, October 02, 2008


i was just thinking about life when i remembered someone committed suicide 2 blocks from my home a few days ago. then there was the case of the NS man who died while doing pullups.life is so fragile, from the time our mum goes into labor to the time we finally die, we are so frail and delicate, exposed to the forces of nature awaiting the day the grim reaper claims us for his own. darren was mentioning something about the possibility of dying cause of killer litter and how unglamorous and stupid a way it is to lose your life. if you had just one more day to live and you knew it. how would you spend your last 24 hours? personally i would spend 12 hours with all my friends, reliving the days we used to enjoy and the other 12 with my family.

tomorrow marks another milestone in my short life thus far. farewell assembly is tomorrow and yet i dont seem to feel any tinge of emotion. perhaps 2 years is not enough to develop in me the sense of belongingness which sji provided me with. perhaps too much shit happened in these 2 years to leave me with nothing much to savour and make me want to relive it again. tomorrow is the last day i probably get to interact with some of the schoolmates. pessimistic? maybe but hey thats the life of a JC student in my perspective. what used to seem like a strong bond just diminishing in a matter of a few months.it happened in council, it happened in class and everything is seemingly just breaking apart. dont get me wrong, i have friends i made in VJ who will always occupy a place in my heart and i will never cease contact with. but looking at the bigger picture, such is the way we function and think that big groups can never stay tight for sustained periods of time. of course i am not being entirely accurate, Jomaine's IP class would be a good example of a big group still staying tight.

i can delude my friends and tell them i dont give a damn anymore but who am i kidding.i still care and i still give a damn. waiting for a reply which never came never made me feel so sour inside before. in fact i feel bloody foolish, perhaps the entire situation was purely one sided and i was the only one who wanted to salvage what was already lost.yet the irony is that i never wanted things to go so out of hand as it did. i never expected such a reaction. i grow tired of waiting. you've won, i've lost, i am all ready to throw in the towel. i am not gonna make myself some wuss and lose whats left of my pride to try to make things right again. i am not that desperate. and the disappointment largely eclipses the sadness

我的认真败给黑色幽默

Twistin' at 7:24 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008


as if china is not screwed enough due to the recent milk powder scandal thing,i read on yahoo news today something more to the issue that made me utterly disgusted with china's actions.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20081001/twl-china-food-safety-child-media-920821f.html

economy over social welfare? its no wonder they cant seem to remove their label of being a screwed up nation. okay that might be abit harsh considering china is so big and its not the case for the entire country but seriously, how many cases emerged over the past few years to taint china's image. quite a few i would say. but saying this, i still love my china friends like WG so dont worry i wont hate you cause of what china did to the babies.

in more pleasant news, arsenal totally destroyed porto last night. lets hope this is the start of a winning streak that wont end anytime soon.

Twistin' at 7:40 AM