Tuesday, September 30, 2008

happy birthday javier

yes the irony that i am the xiaodi when i am actually older/taller buuuuuuuuuuut i just wanna say a huge thanks for being my bro these 4 years and all the rubbish we can talk about. hope you enjoyed your surprise yesterday. you are finally legal now so ya heed the fat things advice and dont get aids =p enjoy this special day because you deserve it. stay strong my friend and you will definitely pull through everything!


one of the few successful pictures we ever took before

so anyway after his surprise me zl wg dy went to catch the chaser. the show was abit gruesome which explains the m18 rating(my first m18 show incidentally) but overall i thought it was pretty okay. spent a great deal of time talking to them about random things considering we had 2 hours to kill. really enjoy spending time with my sji pals. next time after A's guys!

ps i do know his birthday is 1st Oct and i blogged this on 1 Oct just that the retarded clock on my blogger account is always lagging by so many hours

Twistin' at 9:54 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008

18th birthday

i had a great 18th birthday. thank you each and everyone of you all for celebrating it with me. heng yang gabriel harold jason dy zl javier wg lucas shaun kenneth wh xD dhilshad jomaine hl serene ben hy sk ara km zh ch shannon thomas darren jh jared ben cam edmund. hope i didnt leave out anyone. and thanks to mum and dad for organising the thing for me.

also thank you all who wished me on that day. in order of time received:jeanne serene xh hq hl ben cam ben sh zh hy sheena heng yang hari yy gwen javier dhil wg liyin darren shaun mei mei jiaming fiona jomaine edmund wei hao thomas joel marcus dom albert lucas nadia leon amelia aruna shu wen marianne joe fiona shek stef and also on those on facebook who left me a superwall post(hope i didnt leave out anyone)

and now that i am legal i can finally do things like drink smoke and go jail but i hope i do neither of them maybe except drink =p

Twistin' at 6:16 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

empty

我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你

Twistin' at 7:11 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008


school starts again tomorrow, the last 2 week of a uniformed formal education. i am sorely tempted to do a mega summary of jc life right now but 1)it takes quite a while cause i will have lots to write and 2)i am lazy

i was just reading my old blog archives 2 years back while talking to the fat thing and this is the time where my prelims ended before O's . i find myself in the same situation as i was 2 years ago, abit taller, abit slimmer but the mindset is the same, only wanting to do well. except this time, the stakes are much higher, i cant afford to screw up A levels, in fact no one i know sitting for it can.

it seems so long ago since i last talked to some people pretty much like the last time i remember arsenal winning something. they are sitting pretty at the top of the table now, hopefully for good cause my percerived frail kidney cant take another mid season collapse like last season.

Twistin' at 8:48 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008


random fact of the day:

i really think i have kidney failure. the symptoms of it that is. pretty much like HY's nose growth is a sign of a sexually transmitted disease, my persistent lower right back pain is a sign of kidney failure.

Twistin' at 6:16 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008


what do i actually want? perhaps thats the most fundamental and only question i can ask myself at this point of time. wanting something and not making the effort for it. can it qualify as wanting something? maybe all the so called dreams i have is a mere facade of the reality, the actual situation i find myself in. maybe i am just being unrealistic

Twistin' at 2:55 AM
Friday, September 12, 2008


4 more papers to go. i am so looking forward to next week when its finally over



还爱你 带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕幻灭重生

Twistin' at 9:42 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008

that thing you do!

The Wonders - That Thing You Do!
You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

anyway maths paper was a real joke today so was physics. physics was ridiculously easy to do as compared to the usual papers and thats saying alot cause usually the papers are killers. and i think 450 out of the 470 people(a random estimated number of physics h2 students) taking the paper finished at least 1/2 hour before which means paper 2 will be a slaughter. i never lost so much marks for a maths paper because of blanks before. enough said. oh well paper 2 will be better!

Twistin' at 8:56 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008

its 2 am

2 AM and i am still not sleeping,
here i am at my study table once again
its making me so dam confused
i cant make up my mind
should i do chemistry,
or economics?

but only books can stay
they never try to walk away
cause i believe
they can help me
to get me those 5 As
so i just play my part
and pray that i can study hard
i know for sure i will see this through
thats something only books can do
(sung in the tune of only love by trademark)


Twistin' at 11:33 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008


well for people who know me well enough, they would know i dont really care about entertainment news like who date who who did a sex vid with who, i dont really care. but yesterday and today chinese newspaper headlines got me rather stunned. yesterday's headline in xin min was "GONG LI TO GET SINGAPORE CITIZENSHIP" my first reaction was
WHAT SAI!?

gong li, the voluptuous china actress who loves wearing low cut in movies especially in huang jin jia wants to be a singaporean? i have nothing against china people really but the idea is just mad. apparently she got hk citizenship so she could be eligible for some award thing then now she wants to be singaporean? its rubbish really.

in todays headlines, it read something like women are too open or something. it showed jessica liu's face(rather pretty i must add) and next to him a rather not so handsome eason chen(hk singer) and big big it wrote i have sexual fantasies about him. i was lost for words though i was talking to nobody at that time. the key is not so about her having sexual fantasies about an ugly
oops i mean not so handsome married man, we are all entitled to our sick fantasies but the fact that she made it public in an interview is just plain dumb. what is she playing at. doesn't she know she has young fans out there. i think celebrities are like famous teachers. they do need to carry themselves well to be role models to the people around them like how teachers should be to students except teachers are not known by 4.5 million people. ok granted you are entitled to think like normal people but why the hell you need to tell the whole world. she even went as far to describe how he looks like in his pyjamas to her. thats just retarded.

Twistin' at 4:04 AM
Monday, September 01, 2008


ARSENE WENGER WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? where are the new gunners? WHERE? WHERE? WHERE? TELL ME WHERE?



lol i laughed until i died watching this

Twistin' at 5:49 AM