Thursday, May 22, 2008


back after being absent for so long from this place. quite alot of things happened but i am not much of a story teller who is able to take summarizing everything on this blog. the usual things though constantly run through my head. past few days have been pretty enjoyable and i guess i was pretty happy these few days.lol. no i am not some emo depressed kid by the way.

dad came back last week, dint really spend much time with him though except during genting. i think its pretty interesting that i feel emotionally attached to my dad even though physically we are not close at all. occasional msn convos while hes in china and a phone call once in a while is basically how much i interact with him. but i respect him alot. for all he has done for the family and for the sacrifices he made for me in the past and present. though he was not really there to see me slowly grow from a small boy to a teenager to what i am now, he constantly knows about my happenings largely due to the daily talks he has with my mum. perhaps this is what makes me motivated to do well. to see the smile or glee in his voice when i tell him my results. to see him being proud of me, i guess i do want to make my parents proud. maybe thats why i am pressuring myself too much to do well. maybe thats why i am quite a competitive person.people in sji will know how kiasu i was. glad that i changed for the better in jc now. 18 months into my life in VJ. i can safely say i have changed quite abit both as a person and in terms of my thinking. whether it is for the better is pretty subjective.

my thoughts are pretty much in a mess at random places. so i guess i shall stop here.

我唯一坚持的任性
但值得吗？

Twistin' at 9:09 AM