Friday, October 05, 2007


its been a retardedly packed week thus far since exams ended last friday =.= went back sch frm mon - fri. yes all days for open hse stuff. tired like shit bt i guess it was kinda fun doing stuff with the council.

so anw, my dad jz came back to sg for a week again. this is the 3rd time hes back this year and the nxt time he comes back will be during CNY. i cant really say i am really close to my dad bt then each time he comes back, theres always this sense of anticipation within me and me readily awaiting his arrival at the airport.

i fondly recall since i was young, dad was always arnd though i seldom talked to him abt stuff. in fact the only thing we can talk abt with some progress is soccer which we are both fanatics for. he nvr scolded me or disciplined me(it was primarily my mum's job to do so) and thus i fondly rmb the time when he blew up so bad that he hit me with a belt. of course i was really young and naughty and rude that time and i think i deserved it. bt that really made me respect my dad so to speak and till today, whenever he talks to me no matter how lame he sounds(he can be at times lol) i always listen to him. i cant say the same for my mum though.lol. bt i love them both still.

i guess it was cos of being used to his presence arnd me all these while though not upfront bt rather the behind the scenes thing that made me cry when he left for china. though he nvr says anything other than the same stuff(kinda like the jack neo in xiao hai bu ben) and he will say gd job keep it up whenevr i show him ym results slip.but i know that he is proud of me all the time.

now of days we seldom talk on the phone even when hes in china. being bz with my college life has sorta limited free time i have though i know sometimes thats an excuse bt i make it a pt to stay home when hes in town and yea, have some father son bonding.hmm.

anw glad u're back dad. its been 3 years since he left for china and seeing him arnd 4-5 times a year might not seem such a bad thing. afterall absence does makes the heart grow fonder.

Twistin' at 8:32 AM