mayb the reason why i am in this state is course of myself. play the song stuck in a moment by some old band i used to like and it would be the perfect scenario. sometimes the nagging gets really irritating. i dun need to lie abt it. yea i said thigns to u before in the heat of the moment behind ur back of course. i have a bad temper, i dun deny. if u push me to the limit, to the edge of cliff, i really will blow up. i can say the worst things someone can say. bt nevertheless the basic respect i should show u stops me frm doing it. i know u care bt sometimes u dun know the actual scenario, heck i dun think u know me well as a person, wat makes me happy etc. bt i will listen to u still. yea i will nt leave this hanging anymore, it will get straightened out soon once i thought it thru carefully. soon...