Wednesday, February 28, 2007


so tired until i can jz die. in the highly unlikely event i am outside now and walking arnd aimlessly, if some random guy comes and rob me, he does not even need to take a knife to threaten me and i will still give him all my money. finally realised how people with CCAs can be so tired cos prior to me joining sc i had all the time in the world and can jz go home and sleep every afetrnoon and still have time to come online for 6 hrs.

bla, need to do some tutorials so as to not incur the wrath of some teachers.


I LOVE MASS DANCE! even though i cant dance some of the diff moves.

Twistin' at 6:41 AM
Monday, February 26, 2007


made it to SC, thanks to all who voted for me.
anw, jz came back frm a movie courtesy of free tics frm my aunt so i went with lucas guo.
we watched the show Hannibal Rising from a book series about how this psycho serial killer came about and it was NC-16, for a good reason. it was bloody, sick, bian tai and violent. i never knew abt the book series and the other 2 movies based on the book so now i want to read the book so anyone who have plz lend me =)

so anw back to the show, this guy hannibal lector( i like the name cos it sounds dam cool) suffered serious trauma as a kid and he wants revenge against those who made him like this so he goes on thie crazy killing spree and in the process being a cannibal =S

it was kinda violent bt not as bad as WOLF CREEK which i will never forget my entire life for making me unable to slp for almost 1 week. and guess wat, the dvd is rated m 18 for violence and when i watched it it was nc 16.

rating: 8.5/10


preparing to kill someone. look at the sick pyscho face


Twistin' at 6:11 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007


seeing the waves lapping against the shore
it removes any tension within me
allowing me to reflect about matters
emo u may all say
but i guess doing this makes me think straight

i guess what they said starting to get me thinking
to realise something i never realised before
is it really true?
i still do not know the answer
guess its a mixed feeling for me

confused...

Twistin' at 2:03 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007


i hate my jc life now. i love the pple, i love the school, i love the frens bt i hate the dam system. its retarded to throw some shit tutorials at us when we nvr listen to lectures and expect us to be able to do. ok so mayb we mz listen during lectures bt hello?? if u gt some lame teacher called X XX as ur lecturer, its hard for things to get in.

haiz, i also lost my love in maths after i realised how lousy i am at at trigo with the 5324 new formulae which no one knows how to apply. after all, its still the first 3 months and i do not need to worry bt these are things i need to know eventually, so better now then later right.

i really want to put an emo song on my blog and cry in one corner thinking abt how lfe was so slack in secondary school bt cannot. cos the shit ass filelodge is still down for mantainence and is gonna be back soon after 235152667 yrs and counting. dun believe go www.filelodge.com

on a happier note, today was x country and i pushed up to 90+ % =D and gt position 82. woo. not bad sia. then after that, went parkway eat lunch with class pple then went suntec to watch the new jack neo show which was quite good. haha bt ending was 'expected' cos xin hui alrdy predicted wat was going to happen. =.=

may tmr be a good day!

Twistin' at 5:38 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007


new layout at last. think my previous one was too emo. anw THANKS Javier for helping me do some coding stuff. anw this skin is by wg aka 1i0nh3art whom i assume most skinners will know. and yes hes my fren, so if u want to know him, come suck up to me so i can give u his hp or email or something. lol.

dunno why bt this cny quite boring sia, although the $$ collected shld make me happy. cant wait for tmr when irhumba going visiting to each other hse. woo.

Twistin' at 6:57 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY CNY!

its cny again and its my fav time of the year cos firstly, my father who works in china will come home to celebrate with us. secondly, i get lots of $$. thirdly, i get to see long lost relatives who i meet once a year.

PICTURES!


















me, shell, jie and dawn

















me and lester(cute rite)













the sun zi with the ahma, the lao ma and lau koh













family photo












me and jie(my cousin)












me and jowen(he looks dam weird.duno why)











me and younger sis










me and my ah ma. love my ah ma =)

Twistin' at 6:46 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007


nvr realised how much i actually missed band until today. went back sji straight after celebrations ended in VJ. took a cab to chiong back then bt sadly, the number of former teachers i met was more than the number of frens i met. realised there was band parade and thus went bandroom to take a look for the first time since band camp last yr.

when i entered, the brasses were having practice with mr tan with the familiar warm up routine. the bandroom after its renovation is just..super nice. with the new cupboards and the admin area which finally looks like a decent administration area. haha. then, they started playing overture jubiloso which is the choice piece for syf this yr. immediately, memories of the time when i was playing the thrid part of the song in both sec 2 and 4 came back. the slow part esp to me was jz..beautiful.

unable to resist the temptation anymore, i asked to borrow an old cornet to play and when i took it out, it was the very same cornet i used when i was in sec 1. how can i rmb? i also dunno bt i jz knew it was the same one. went out of the bandroom to the sec 3 block and played for almost 40 mins. still able to play 2 1/2 ocatves =D after so long though the sound quality of the high notes is like crap. haha. haiz. i want a trumpet.lol

Twistin' at 8:14 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007


i chose VJ after much thought. hope it was the right choice.attachment to the school is one thing but i guess, i am really affected by friends but so far, everything is going smoothly and i hope, my dreams of getting some po scholarship in the near future will come true. i suppose the jc u go to is not impt bt how u perform as an individual. rather be a ok performer in VJ than a dumb loser in RJ cos i not as nerd/clever as the pple there. bt then again, studies and academic work is not everything. if they are not everything, then why are we studying for? why did we mug so hard for O's to get those A1s? which brings us back to the fundemantal question, what is the meaning of our lives as students. mz we have a purpose?is it for ourselves? our parents? guess..we will never know the answers to these..

Twistin' at 7:14 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007


friends or academics
frienship or kinship
fun or mug
vj or rj

so confused now..

Twistin' at 4:01 AM
Friday, February 09, 2007


woots. i am chao happy until can die. went kbox with wg, lucas, jav and gab in the morning at cine. it was the first time i really k box for so long and it was dam fun..got to admit. enjoyed myself a lot even though sang kinda badly.

den... went back sji to get o level results. first was prayer then mr lui talk abt the usual stuff. then eagles award, which i gt =D. then..he announced pple who attained 7 a1s. up to that point i was sure that the best i cld get was 6 a1s. then mr lui went... wayne teo. i almost screamed cos i cld not believe it. went u stage and shaked the hand of mr lui. really mz thank all my teachers. i wld not have been able to do this well if not for u all.

anw summary of my grades:
en-1
emaths-1
amaths-1
elec hist-1(unexpected)
geog-1
chem-1
phy-2
bio-2
cl-1
hcl-3

l1r5-6 =)

prolly staying in vj even though family want me to go rj

Twistin' at 5:03 AM
Thursday, February 08, 2007


the torment of waiting for the o level results has caused severe damage to my brain. dunno why bt i have been super lame the past few days as my class pple will know. ok mayb i was always lame all the while...

anw, finally, i will get my results tmr. the wait has totally killed me really. i am not worried abt not doing well or being stressed out over it. i jz want to know how i did. and finally..at 2 30 at sji founders hall, i will finally get to know it.

pple arnd esp family have been asking me whether i am worried that i wun do well or wat(touch wood). my only wish is to jz do well enuf to stay in vj.

haha. time to predict my l1r5 which i hope is accurate.

en-a1
em-a1
am-a1
ge-a1
elec.hist-b3
cl-a1
hcl-b3
ch-a1
phy-b3
bio-a2

l1r5-6
lol i really wish the above was true..bt then i have 2 main uncertainties which is my en and ch. so hopefully i can at least gat a2 for both of them.

final l1r5- 6-8 pts

the impossible: 10 A1s, 9A1s, 8A1s
i do know my limits.

anw to all those worrying over their results tmr and being unable to slp. i have this advice for u, u can either dun think abt anything and go sleep... or go downstairs and run 245252663683km and die on the bed when u reach home. be smart..choose the right option. really looking forward to seeing all my ex teachers and esp the band tmr and of course meeting frens. bt most imptly, i am looking forward to o level results! went to temple and prayed jz now for good results and i hope my hard work last year will pay off.

Twistin' at 2:44 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007


its a sad day, cos my superb number of 93666064, which has been my companion and being the envy of everyone for 4 yrs, has finally ceased to exist. due to the fact that it has no incoming free calls and a mere 300 sms ( pathetic i know) and i managed to survive for 4 yrs with it, exceeding the amt countles times. thus i have reverted to a student plan. while my sister got her beloved new phone, i gt the new line that came with it.( i so wanted a new phone to be honest)

anw. the new number is 91137975 so go update plz. i will be using my new no. like tmr. lol.

haiz, dam the nxt lucky user who gets to use my superb number of 93666064. bless u 93666064 and may the nxt user be as good as me. god bless..

lol the above was shit btw but the change in hp number is real. haha

Twistin' at 4:46 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007


i really miss all my frens in sji. harold, heng yang, wg, javier, faeliq,gab, deyong and others. haiz.


2/3/2007
10:38:17 PM
<{([Babaa])}>....no pain no gain
man..ok..this osunds gay but i miss u leh
2/3/2007
10:38:24 PM
thenotso1~van helsing~
haha
2/3/2007
10:38:26 PM
thenotso1~van helsing~
me too sia
2/3/2007
10:38:27 PM
<{([Babaa])}>....no pain no gain
the other day i was walking alone
2/3/2007
10:38:32 PM
<{([Babaa])}>....no pain no gain
then i started thinking
2/3/2007
10:38:43 PM
<{([Babaa])}>....no pain no gain
i remed in sec 1 the day we knew each other
2/3/2007
10:38:50 PM
<{([Babaa])}>....no pain no gain
thenotso1~van helsing~
and i felt like crying

rather qiao.. i was thinking abt all my sji frens jz a few days ago. how we used to do stupid stuff. how harold and heng yang jz loved to sabo me. then make me dam malu. wg for his stupid antics that make lessons and outings so fun. javier for always being there as a bro for me and i can turst him with anything. faeliq for being the dm i respesct and all the fun we had in perth/kl. gab for being the guy whose register number comes after me for 4 yrs and the fat thing deyong for always making me laugh, suaning me and being a good fren. those were the days i truely enjoyed school. i wld even force myself to go school jz to see them. i may have made many new frens in VJ, but the frens i will never ever forget are people like these. thanks for those gr8 memories in SJI. my life wld have been so dull without u all last time sia..gd luck to ur O level results and may the life ahead be a good one for u. we may all be in diff schools now bt i believe our friendship will be as strong as ever.

i miss band too. being the BS of the band, getting stressed over the band, worrying that i am not doing a good job. i miss the pressure of teachers hounding u for things to be done. miss playing my trumpet. miss band batch outings which always fail. miss everything.nvr got a chance to go back to see the band yet bt i hope i can soon. i so miss sji. truely, madly, deeply do...

Twistin' at 8:18 PM